Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Goddess Sandra has really stepped things up. She sent me to Piercing Pagoda to get my ears pierced over the weekend, thrills. It was a challenge as i had to pick the earrings sit in the chair and get pierced by a very sweet and gorgeous twenty something. She wore like 4.5 inch heels heels she was more than happy to pierce my ears. Ouch!!! Goddess Sandra also used a little wire that went from one ear to the other and went into my mouth. It was hard to talk as it pulled my ears every time i moved my mouth. Goddess Sandra also surprised me with a new wig that I think makes me look younger. i am told the piercings are not done. i can only imagine what is next.
Goddess Sandra really sent me on an adventure recently. She sent me to a piercing shop, Stacey's and as i found out when i arrived my nipples were to be pierced. She told the piercer that she wanted them deep which the piercer was more than happy to do. i had temporary piercings there before but this was a new adventure. i sat in the chair quietly accepting my fate as one then the other nipple was pierced. Goddess Sandra has said she wants them stretched and more so i am scared of how far she might go with this. She says She is arranging a followup visit. As i brush something up against them it certainly gets my attention!!!! The major saving grace was i didn't have to dress as tammi although the piercer did know that tammi was my girl name and she called me "tammi" the whole time. It was definitely humiliating. She is into the scene so she knew exactly what was going on!!!
Saturday, February 19, 2011
As required by Goddess Sandra, I am reporting on my feminization for the week. First, I have accomplished wearing my Jessica Simpson red opened toe pumps and walking in them. Goddess Sandra bought me size 11 as She says no sissy should never wear any bigger size. These shoes by far are smallest She has bought for me. The first several times I tried them I on, they were so tight I couldn't even get them on my feet. Now, I can wear them for more than a hour. Next week, Goddess Sandra is requiring that I wear them for my whole time that I am doing my maid chores. This will be very difficult. She has also required that I start training in my 6 3/4 inch heels, daily. All I will be ever able to do in those is stand in them. Her goal is an extremely difficult at 1 hour. Right now, I can only do like 3-5 minutes so I have a very long way to go.
I was also required to wear my punishment inserts in my bra top, while cleaning this week as I was quite bad this week. These really, really hurt. I don't know where She got the idea but it is quite cruel. Wish me luck, She added tens punishment this week on my nips so that won't be fun either. For a while, it is very stimulating. However, eventually, it becomes constant torment.
hugs fo now !!!
Thursday, February 10, 2011
After along time away Goddess Sandra has decided that it time for me to be feminized more regularly and completely. She is requiring me to document this progress on my blog. i am travelling on an extended project for work so i have lots of alone time on nights and weekends which Goddess Sandra wants me to devote improving my feminine appearance and becoming more comfortable as sissy and slutty lady. i must post at least once a week with pictures etc. If i do not behave she is in the process of arranging "visitors" to help enforce and improve my training. Weight loss is also part of the training, i must drop at least 1 inch per month from my waist or face additional punishment.
She has bought new shoes for me and is creating a shopping list for clothes and accessories to add to my collection. She is also considering having me get my nipples pierced. She 1st wanted ears but the work environment won't permit it. Goddess Sandra has purchased a web cam for me but I don't know what She planned for that yet. i hope to hear from all my friends as i will need support and encourgement through this ordeal.