Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Goddess Sandra sent me to a makeover specialist (pictured here)while i was in Las Vegas. i received a makeover and then was required to pose for a large number of pictures. i spent nearly an hour being made up and two hours on pictures and wardrobe changes. This lady was not a pro-domme ( photographer and makeup artist) although She was used to making over men as women so her manner quite different. i did feel even more humiliated during this encounter because she was a an extremely attractive late 20 something that had an extremely exotic manner as well as appearance. She was simply gorgeous. She was extremely thoughtful and caring in her approach. Unfortunately, some of things She did really excited me, but i was forced to hide it as she wasn’t in to that and my excitement embarrassed her which humiliated me further. If it had been one of the other dominant Ladies, they would have tormented me terribly. The way she approached the whole process was soft and gentle. She tried to treat me the way she would have one of her real female clients. She used a lip brush that almost drove me insane. i never knew that type of touch could be a turn-on. She also fussed with my petticoat and garter straps which also got me excited. She was not into the forced domination thing. i couldn’t tell if she was doing this knowingly or not. In any case, she was gorgeous, and i was so humiliated that she was turning me into a feminized male. This was an odd predicament i was forced by Goddess Sandra to go to for the makeover, however, the person doing the makeover was not forcibly dominating me. To make matters worse, she thought this was something i enjoyed and was comfortable with. i did enjoy the compliments she gave me and that she would enjoy seeing me again.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

About the Dominant Ladies

The Ladies that Goddess Sandra has sent me to visit have been extremely varied in their training as well as punishments or corrections. There is one Group that i have served as waitress in my maid’s costume several times. Depending on the Lady in charge, my requirements have been from quite simple to very complicated. One of the Ladies requires that i keep my head bowed and eyes downward. If glance into her eyes i am immediately spanked harshly. Goddess Sandra has purchased a skirt with the rear open that is the most humiliating skirt I am required to wear. To begin with, it is extremely short. If it had a back, my garters would show with the slightest bend. However, with no back my bottom is almost fully exposed. Since that Goddess Sandra also requires thongs only for these events, my bottom is really exposed and vulnerable. At the end of the time of serving drinks etc, i am usually led to a room where i am tied helplessly with my arms overhead. My bottom is then abused with whatever toys the Lady deems appropriate for the offense. The worse the offence, the more pain i will feel. Sometimes, this correction is for having a nail fall off (i am required to wear glue on nails while serving as maid, in fact Goddess Sandra has recently decided on glamour length from now on as opposed to a more normal length. She also now requires i wear glue on toenails as well since my toenails are not at all feminine). Other Ladies have learned that my nipples are very sensitive due to the training and abuse Goddess Sandra has given them over time and have taken full advantage. As a result, all manner of clamps and toys have been attached to them. One Lady went so far as pierce them and attach tiny bells in them. This was the most painful thing I have experienced at the hands of one of these Ladies. What was so humiliating about this is She had me so in her web that i actually begged and pleaded for her to pierce my nipples. After, the first piercing i definitely had second thoughts, but she didn’t give me the chance to debate my fate. The worst part was after giving me a couple minutes to recover She forced walk around in high heels (with the help of a whip) and make the bells jungle. At first this hurt, however, after i got the walk down, I became excited by sensation this caused in my nipples.

Over the course of about 5 years, Goddess Sandra has also required that I have my ears pierced during these visits. The first was the most shocking as it was the result of me not performing well during a session. Goddess Sandra had sent a piercing kit with me. At the end of the visit, i was told by the Lady that i had failed miserably and as a consequence my ears were to be pierced. She also applied crazy glue to the backs so they could not be removed. She also did the same with the hooks on my bra. i was effectively stuck in my bra with pierced ears until Goddess Sandra removed them. This was quite embarrassing. i was so humiliated. The hardest time was when i was required to use the kit on myself before visiting one of the Ladies. It is very difficult to do it to yourself when you know it will hurt and how humiliating it is to wear little pink crystals in both ears.
Other Ladies have really enjoyed pushing the makeover thing with a really over the top makeover. There is at least one Lady that wants me go out dressed as the biggest slut imaginable and get picked up in a bar by the guys.