Wednesday, December 31, 2008

my previous maid training

Goddess Sandra really loves to put me in situations that really challenge me. She has meet interesting Ladies that have assisted Her in the process. i am sure they have given Her ideas that have been at my expense. Most of the time these challenges are truly quite humiliating and embarrassing but have provided opportunities for me to learn skills that Goddess Sandra feels i must have. During these challenges i am rewarded for good results and punished when i fall short. Some of these punishments have been quite painful and memorable. i have met Ladies that have been quite nurturing and others that in my estimation are quite cruel. i have been forced to perform as a maid and serve guests while wearing a maids uniform on several occasions. This has always been quite humiliating. Most of the time, Goddess Sandra will pack my outfits and provide written instructions for me to follow. Sometimes these instructions are quite detailed. The last time, Goddess Sandra required that i stuff my corset with very large water balloons. This sounds like a small task. However, over the course of 3 hours you begin to know they are there. It also changes walking in high heels. It is also very difficult when multiple Ladies are involved in my training as each has different expectations and requirements. Most of the time Goddess Sandra requires that i wear 4 inch or higher spike heels. On some occasions, She will let me off with 4 inch heels that have a more squared heel but this is only when I have to do more tedious chores.

Monday, November 24, 2008

About tammi

i always try to dress in the manner Goddess Sandra demands to please her, as i am madly devoted to Her . Yes, i definitely enjoy seeing very high heels, short skirts, corsets, and the like, but on a Lady, She started by dressing me as woman for Halloween and it has increased from there. The next Halloween, She required that I dress as woman again, this time, She didn’t cut any corners, my body hair was removed, I had to wear a garter belt, my ears were pierced and I wore artificial nails. A friend of hers convinced Her that She should wait for Halloween to dress me this way. Her friend for a while was quite enthusasitic in helping Goddess Sandra. Thankfully, She moved a year later and got married and had kids. Sandra liked that fact that She gained total control. In the beginning things, weren’t very difficult. However, over time Goddess Sandra’s requirements have increased dramatically as She has discovered other Ladies interested in my development. Some have been very kind and thoughtful while others have been almost cruel. It is amazing to see how folks enjoy my predicament.
i really don’t enjoy wearing women’s clothes. i find quite humiliating and embarrassing to dress as woman and unfortunately that is why Goddess Sandra requires it. It pleases Her to see me dressed in such a manner. i do not enjoy dressing as a woman it is very difficult and typically quite uncomfortable. Recently, there have been times that i didn’t recognize myself in the mirror. Goddess Sandra has done and required that I do a number of things so that I may experience the joy and pain of being a Lady. She has required that I have my ears and nipples pierced for up to a week at a time. She also delights in me struggling in very high heels and suffering in a tightly cinched corset.
Goddess Sandra feels through this venue, i will develop further and meet new friends who will help me achieve Her objectives. Goddess Sandra is always looking for new ideas and exploits for me to experience. From time to time i am sure I will be required to solicit comments and suggestions.