Thursday, January 8, 2009

About the Dominant Ladies










The Ladies that Goddess Sandra has sent me to visit have been extremely varied in their training as well as punishments or corrections. There is one Group that i have served as waitress in my maid’s costume several times. Depending on the Lady in charge, my requirements have been from quite simple to very complicated. One of the Ladies requires that i keep my head bowed and eyes downward. If glance into her eyes i am immediately spanked harshly. Goddess Sandra has purchased a skirt with the rear open that is the most humiliating skirt I am required to wear. To begin with, it is extremely short. If it had a back, my garters would show with the slightest bend. However, with no back my bottom is almost fully exposed. Since that Goddess Sandra also requires thongs only for these events, my bottom is really exposed and vulnerable. At the end of the time of serving drinks etc, i am usually led to a room where i am tied helplessly with my arms overhead. My bottom is then abused with whatever toys the Lady deems appropriate for the offense. The worse the offence, the more pain i will feel. Sometimes, this correction is for having a nail fall off (i am required to wear glue on nails while serving as maid, in fact Goddess Sandra has recently decided on glamour length from now on as opposed to a more normal length. She also now requires i wear glue on toenails as well since my toenails are not at all feminine). Other Ladies have learned that my nipples are very sensitive due to the training and abuse Goddess Sandra has given them over time and have taken full advantage. As a result, all manner of clamps and toys have been attached to them. One Lady went so far as pierce them and attach tiny bells in them. This was the most painful thing I have experienced at the hands of one of these Ladies. What was so humiliating about this is She had me so in her web that i actually begged and pleaded for her to pierce my nipples. After, the first piercing i definitely had second thoughts, but she didn’t give me the chance to debate my fate. The worst part was after giving me a couple minutes to recover She forced walk around in high heels (with the help of a whip) and make the bells jungle. At first this hurt, however, after i got the walk down, I became excited by sensation this caused in my nipples.

Over the course of about 5 years, Goddess Sandra has also required that I have my ears pierced during these visits. The first was the most shocking as it was the result of me not performing well during a session. Goddess Sandra had sent a piercing kit with me. At the end of the visit, i was told by the Lady that i had failed miserably and as a consequence my ears were to be pierced. She also applied crazy glue to the backs so they could not be removed. She also did the same with the hooks on my bra. i was effectively stuck in my bra with pierced ears until Goddess Sandra removed them. This was quite embarrassing. i was so humiliated. The hardest time was when i was required to use the kit on myself before visiting one of the Ladies. It is very difficult to do it to yourself when you know it will hurt and how humiliating it is to wear little pink crystals in both ears.
Other Ladies have really enjoyed pushing the makeover thing with a really over the top makeover. There is at least one Lady that wants me go out dressed as the biggest slut imaginable and get picked up in a bar by the guys.

7 comments:

alby said...

wow, it seems that you had some rough times... **hugs**

Goddess Sandra said...

sisy tammi deserved every minute of the training. she is learning the price of beauty albeit sometimes the hard way. Some of friends feel I have been way to easy on tammi.

Tom said...

Sissy Tammi,
Your devotion is very touching! You look very pretty when you are made up and wearing girly clothes; I encourage you to continue down this path, it is easy to see that being a sissy girl really suits you!
Good luck,

Miss D said...

Shame on you, tammi, for not telling Me you started a blog. But, you must not let too much time elapse between updates. Everyone wants to know how your training proceeds - what new experiences you have. Is that clear?

Miss D

Cassidy Brynn said...

hot, hot, hot

BigDaddy Bucyk said...

you look so sexy as a blond in this picture. nipple piercing is quite painful, but that's the price of true beauty.

624dolly said...

So far my training has been private as my mistress, Miss Cat (honor curtsy) is new to the game and I weasel my way out of punishments and assignments if I want. Such the push over She is.. which is good for me!